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If you find yourself dwelling on certain emotions such as anger, fear, or grief, to the extent that you cannot live constructively, there is a good chance you are using these emotions as an excuse for continuing to deny another emotion which is even more deeply buried. This pretence creates deeper denial and, eventually, deeper depression. It is the sheer weight of past and present emotion that causes depression, even though we try to fool ourselves into believing that depression can be avoided by avoiding these emotions. The more genuine intent you have to allow forgotten memories to resurface, the easier it will become to accept the 9 Year’s healing process. These are the heavy loads that are weighing on you like an anchor, preventing you from moving forward. These are the very events and situations that need to be addressed. There will be things you don’t want to remember – memories you may be blocking from your consciousness. This is a year to go back over your life’s continuous journey and consider everything that happened to you.
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If you do not make an effort to accept your emotional realities, you may find that your history will repeat itself in the next nine years. The more you strive to begin something new without first releasing the old, the more resistance life will give you. Nothing new happens in the 9 Year until the necessary endings take place.
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Without this understanding, you will forever be a victim of something that once happened to you.
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The 9 Year teaches you how to break free from the past by releasing your grip on it. This year of endings and conclusions offers you the chance to free yourself of the erroneous beliefs that have always caused unhappiness, dissatisfaction, and stagnation. You will learn that your feelings are your only means of activating personal freedom. This year, it is not enough to simply have an intellectual understanding of Free Will. And, because none of us has truly evolved into Free Will yet, we are all affected by these misunderstandings. Some people claim to be apart from or above the journey humanity is taking, all the time resenting that they are too afraid to be a part of it.
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They justify their unsatisfactory existence by blaming others, blaming time, blaming life itself and blaming themselves. People who refuse to accept the past spend their lives rehashing the same old situations, making the same old mistakes, unable to accept new realities, and dissatisfied with everything. In fact, emotional expression is our strength, our own self-healing mechanism, our only means of freedom, and the ultimate tool of creativity. We are all conditioned to believe that emotional expression denotes weakness and is “negative”. This magnetic pressure prevents forward movement and draws you to a repeat of the very situations you would prefer to avoid.
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If you feel a sense of numbness or stagnation, it is because you are so close to accepting your full reality but are holding the emotions involved in, instead of expressing them out. When the old buried emotion that is weighing you down is released, life suddenly becomes a lighter experience and is more easily understood and enjoyed. The 9 Year brings significant transformation – alterations and improvements to all areas of your life, even though you may not immediately see the positive merits of certain situations. This is achieved by accepting the past exactly as it was and by feeling everything about it that you have been unable to feel. It is time to integrate your past with the present, so that the potential of your future can be seen and felt. But before you can progress, you must release yourself emotionally, mentally, or physically, from those aspects which no longer serve a purpose and are chaining you to a point in time that no longer exists. Where you stand today is the result of where you have been. It is made up of everything that has ever happened to you, everyone you have ever met, anything you have ever done, and any feeling you have ever felt – or denied. Your reality is not just a matter of where you stand today or where you want to be tomorrow. The 9 Year helps you to face the absolute reality of your past – and how it is impacting your present, and then decide how you want to create your future. “As one door closes another opens”, but if you refuse to accept that certain doors really have closed, you will be unable to recognize the new possibilities. These actions will help you step into the next nine years of your life without the pressure of unresolved matters of the past pulling you back. It is a year to complete unfinished business, reach conclusions, and tie up loose ends. The 9 Year brings you to the end of a complete nine-year cycle of your life. And to make an end is to make a beginning. What we call the beginning is often the end.